Online Diary,

“Online Diary”; as clique as it sounds, it is not actually a bad idea to start one all over again. I have written a good amount of my feelings online quite a lot before and to me it held more of a value than those I have re-blogged in replacement of the texts that I ended up trashing for God knows why. Actually, I know exactly the reasons why. I let the opinion of others get in the way of my voice being heard.  I thought of how clingy I might have sounded. I can say, there were some sense of immaturity in my writing. However, as I came to realize, those writings were me, and I still remember the crazy stuff that I wrote then and how much of my voice were heard. People knew how I really felt, and my old tumblr was there to serve as a documentary of the shit I went through. From time to time, I would go back and reread as much as I could, and somehow it never fails to leave a smile on my face to know how I got over each and everyone of them, and I guess of how stupid I sounded. But then again, I seen growth in the process and how I was able to evaluate the situation more maturely.

So if there was anything that I regret, it would be erasing all the personal posts that I had in my older tumblr. Reblogging was fun but it still does not compare to the feeling it has to know the words came out of your heart and not have others word it for you.

@5 days ago